Purple kisses... Every problem you ever had to face with another man, I'm now confronted with. It's like a dark judgement by the genesis of the wrong man. It has made you incapable of a first impression. Purple kisses... Cry me a river, flood me with tears; I swallow your insecurities, and cast out your fears. Division never results in multiplying; therefore my addition to you is what I'm complying. Purple kisses... Even though you're surrounded by an abundance of associates, you still feel somewhat alone. You have moments to yourself, and I don't complain. You have that vicious glow that green, complacent females envy due to this. Superstitious conspicuous minded folk' that have no identity of their own. Purple kisses... I just want what I can't have. I pay for past collateral damage and can't refund the aftermath. Your hatred for loss is greater than my motivation to win. Anguish these thoughts, I must start to depart from within. Purple kisses... A queens scorn is more fearful than a kings assassination. Leadership is not a timid cruise. I'm never scared, you never fear, we never digress. With this in mind, why must we continue with mind games? Purple kisses... Nobody understands your struggle; not one person knows what it's like. It's impossible to hold in emotions while at the same time trying to hold in hardships of life. Utopia doesn't exist, and perfection can't consume you. The world may be mine, but the ideas I can't give myself credit to. Purple kisses... It's the midnight hour and love songs are on the dusk of my cerebellum. 808's beating in my head harder than the loudest thunder in the midst of a tsunami. I've never felt this before, but not to complain. I like it this way. Reassurance rest within confirmation. Purple kisses... I've called you the Bonnie to my Clyde; manipulation and stolen goods from the wealthy. The adrenaline is like the Jekyll to my Hyde; no other girl provides a well me. We take a trip to the sixth floor, turn at the sixth door, and open the sixth drawer. In that, we find immeasurable pleasures we need not explore. Purple kisses... We need not explore these pleasurable assets due to the potential detrimental toll it could take on our relationship. Is there such thing as too much of a good element? Too great of an ecstasy? An euphoria so immense that it could be almost wrong to partake in it? Purple kisses... Listening to the self-conscious that promotes the notion of loneliness. Ditto to that conditioning when it comes to my mindset as well. To deposit increments of love throughout the duration of this narrative called "life". Checks and balances. I mess up, and you withdraw your emotions. Purple kisses... God keep us honest within these times. Conservative limitations are never hard to find. Failure won't be an issue because attainment is a promising process. When you're away, I can't help but miss you despite the acts that we transgress. Purple kisses... It's genius how crafty fate has accompanied destiny. I have that Edipus complex without the emotional attachment to the parental figure. You fill that void. New love? That's temporarily for the time being. This bonding that's so intense that we sleep only to dream for each other. How did this happen? Purple kisses... I know your secrets, and still hold you down. Despite all of the outside envy, we keep each other around. Give birth to a new age, a new pace, a new feel. I'm the Apollo to your Mount Olympus and you are my Achilles heel. Purple kisses... A strong partnership should sustain balance for support. I navigate through your eyes to search for the optimistic heart that cries out for affection and attention. Forget anesthesia and eased medicines; there's not a single product in the pharmaceutical world that can offer me these feelings. Longevity and persistence are deprived from this generation. What could I do to cause you to pull away? Where will we be years from now? What do you do when you feel hurt by me? What kind of memories do we want to create together? These are all questions that stem from the roots of the soul. All I know is, if you keep those purple kisses coming, the answers will begin to unfold.
- J. Berry
